May

Sorry it's been so long since I've posted. I found myself getting deep feelings for Frank and stopped seeing him for awhile but I decided to start seeing him again. We're taking things slow so my posts will be coming along slowly. I went to see him at his home a couple weekends ago and we laid there talking about things. We then got down to business which wasn't much compared to the other times. He spanked me with his hand about 20 times and that was the end of that spanking. We then just had sex several times. Next time we get together it'll be a normal spanking session so I'll update when that happens! Does anyone even read this? If so leave a comment! Thanks:)

Sunday 3-4

Today Frank and I got a room. :) We had talked about what was going to happen. Last night I went out with some friends and I drove after I had a little to drink. Frank was furious about this. When we got into the room we got undressed and laid down for a minute. Not long after he told me to roll over on my stomach so I did. He started to spank me with his hand. He told me to get my ass up. He asked me how many spanks I thought I needed for drinking and driving. I said 20. He didn't like that answer. He said 20? That's all? He spanked me about ten hard times on each cheek. It was for sure the hardest he had ever spanked me with his hand. I yelped in pain after each stinging spank. He then asked me again how many I deserved...I said 40 just to be safe. He then grabbed me by the hair and led me in front of the mirror. He told me to put my hands behind my back. With my hands behind my back and him holding my hair he told me to look into the mirror and say I'm a bad girl. I repeated the words and he started spanking me over and over again alternating cheeks. I could not hold still. I was wiggling every where. He pulled my head back and told me to sit still and keep repeating I'm a bad girl while looking at myself in the mirror. I did as I was told. He then led me to the corner and told me to get in the corner. I stood there for a few seconds and he said no, on your knees in the corner. NOW! I got down on my knees and put my face in the corner for about 5 minutes. He came back with the paddle and asked me why I was being punished. I said for drinking and driving and not listening and being a smart mouth. He lectured me about drinking and driving and about being a bad girl. He gave me about 10 hard swats with the paddle. He then grabbed me up by my hair and led me to the bed. He told me to lay on my stomach. While on my stomach he made me put my ass up and gave me the 40 spanks for drinking and driving with the paddle. I was on the verge of tears. He was so angry and spanking me at full force. After spanking me he told me to remain in that position. A few seconds later I felt something warm drip down my ass hole. I flinched forward and he smacked my ass and told me to sit still and not make a sound. I felt the warm liquid again and this time it was followed by a finger in my ass hole. I flinched forward and he told me to get back in position now! I did as I was told. He then told me I had been such a naughty girl and I was going to pay for it. I then felt something being pressed into my ass hole. I knew it wasn't his dick. He told me bad girls get butt plugs in their ass holes. I moaned in pain as he rammed it in my hole. He reached around and started rubbing my clit. I went crazy moaning. He pushed hard on the butt plug and told me to bite the pillow he didn't want to hear me. I bit the pillow as he rubbed my clit and pushed on the plug.  He then told me to roll over on my back. After getting onto my back he pushed on the butt plug over and over again making me squirm in pain. He then handed me my vibrator and told me to masterbate. I started to masterbate and he came around to my left side and told me to suck his dick. I started sucking his dick while masterbating with the plug in my ass. I continued to suck his dick. He then pulled his dick out of my mouth and started jacking off over my face and told me to beg daddy to cum on my face. I begged him to cum on my face while he was jacking off. He finally came on my face and in my mouth. He asked me if it tasted bad and I said yes. He said that's what happens to bad girls. He told me to roll back over. He put his dick in my wet pussy and fucked me with the plug still in. The plug came out and he quickly placed it back and continued to fuck me. He then told me to roll over. He then told me to put my hands above my head, then he hand cuffed me and told me I was to remain in position. While on my stomach he told me to put my ass up. He then removed the plug and started to push his big cock into my ass I screamed as he went deeper and deeper. As he was fucking me going farther with each thrust he told me this is what happens to bad girls. I was a bad girl and my ass was going to pay. It was painful at first then became pleasurable. He told me to beg daddy to fuck my ass. After ten minutes of begging him to fuck my ass he came deep into my ass. He pulled out and told me to stay in position. He placed the plug back in and whipped me with his belt for a good ten minutes. Scolding me for my bad behaviors and making me tell him I would be a good girl for my daddy. Wow...this was the most intense session we have had by far. He told me to look forward to these new punishments happening often until I can be a good girl for daddy.

Tuesday 2-28

Frank and I are starting to communicate what we want out of this a lot more. I decided to go to the sex shop and buy hand cuffs and a butt plug. We had discussed anal as a form of punishment. So, I went into his work with the bag in hand. The first thing he said is I am not keeping that here! I snapped back and said I wasn't expecting you to! He said did you just snap at me? And I said well, I wasn't asking you to keep them here I was just going to show you. He closed up for the day and came over and kissed me. He pulled me up and we hugged and kissed and he led me to the spot on the wall where my spankings take place. I tried to keep kissing and hugging but he told me to get on the wall. He got the paddle down and told me I was getting 10 for back talking. He made me count them as usual so I counted out ten. He then told me I was getting 30 for my speeding ticket. He got to about 15 and asked me why I was speeding. I told him I wasn't paying attention to my speed. He pulled my jeans down and told me the rest would be over my panties. We got to about 24 when I flinched. Luckily we just started back at 24 not zero. He finished the 30 for speeding and told me I would get 20 more for "snapping" on him. We got to 13 or so when I flinched again. He said why did you flinch? And I said I am sorry it hurts. He said that is the point. Start back at zero. We started back at zero. At about 10 I moved out of position. He quickly moved me back and pulled down my panties. He said back at zero and now it's 40 not 20. He did the last 40 so much harder. I was moving around a lot...he let that slide. We didn't have sex this time. We are getting a room Saturday and he told me more punishments will take place. Including kneeling nude in the corner, facials, using the butt plug, and anal sex. He told me I am expected to "clean myself" for Saturday. I am so nervous. But so willing. We have also discussed us being in a real relationship together and having this as a 24/7 life style. :)

hotel room number 2

This post is going to talk about the second time we got a hotel room. A lot more sex than spanking. So I came in and he laid with me on the bed for a few. He then told me to take my pants off so I did. We had sex and then laid together. He then told me to take my bra and shirt off. I told him no way! He said do it now! I still said no. He ended up making me take them off. Then he said since you want to tell me no go ahead and turn over and we can do your spanking now. I tried to say sorry...he wasn't accepting that. So I did as I was told and rolled over. I tried to lay flat...no such luck. He told me to get in the doggy style position so I did. He told me I was being spanked for being a bad girl and not listening. He wanted to know why I didn't listen. I said I didn't know. Which is a rule that was broken. I must have an answer, saying I don't know is not acceptable. He said you better come up with a reason and that's 10 for saying you don't know. I said I'm a bad girl because I am a brat and need to be punished. He said I agree. He said how many spank do you think you deserve? I said 20. He said no way you have been so bad. You just don't learn not to talk back to me. He said it'll be 50 and after each one you will say I will be a good girl. He gave me the 50 spanks he counted them and after each one I said I will be a good girl. The spanks ended and we kissed and hugged. He then made me spread my legs so he could eat me out. I don't like oral but I allowed him to do it. I once again argued with him though telling him no playfully. He ate me out and then started rubbing his dick on my clit. He told me to beg for his big black cock. I begged him to fuck me. He finally stuck it in and it felt amazing. His dick is so big and thick. We had sex for awhile and then he told me to get up. I said why? He said don't ask me why do as you are told. I stood up. He told me to bend over the bed and I stood there shocked he said do it now so I did. As I was laying there I heard him across the room. He walked back over and told me this was for continuing to be disobedient and not doing as I am told when I am told. He told me this would be much more severe since I had already had one spanking that day for the same reason. He told me to count each smack.  I was expecting his hand...nope. It was his belt. He struck me hard and I yelped and said oooone. After the tenth one I said how many am I getting? He did not like my question. He said you will get as many as I feel you need. I was going to stop at 20 but I think we should increase it to 35. I said yes sir. And to top it off after my question we started back at 1. At about 24 I flinched and then rolled over. He said I can't believe you just did that. You make this so much harder than it has to be. Go stand in the corner. I got up and went to the corner. After about 20 minutes he told me to come back over to him. I came over and he put me in the OTK position and spanked me about 30 times with his hand asking me over and over again if I was going to be good. Each time I said yes. After the hand spanking he told me to return to the corner so I did as I was told. Ten minutes later he told me to bend back over the bed we were going to restart the belt spanking. I did what I was told without arguing. He gave me the 35 belt spankings plus 10 for having to restart. After this he gave me a lecture on being a good girl for him and doing as I am told without question. We had sex then cuddles. Before we parted ways he gave me a reminder spanking with his hand.

The paddle

Frank and I were texting and I started being a smart mouth as usual and he told me he didn't understand why I wasn't learning to watch my mouth. He told me the hand spankings just weren't enough he was going to get a paddle. I also got a $200 speeding ticket the other day while I was on my way home from seeing him. He told me I would be punished greatly for that. I was all for this idea of a paddle. I ended up picking up the paddle. Here is my experience with that which was today.

This is the paddle I ended up picking out. I only looked at one place in which I had seen a paddle before. Which was hobby lobby. We're going to look around for a different one at some point. This will due just fine for now though

I went in (we do this at his work place) and handed him the paddle. He made the comment on how big it is and how much it would hurt. I started to worry. He told me to get up it was time for my spanking I jokingly said no...he said why do you tell me no when you are about to be spanked? That's going to be extra and he pulled me up. We kissed and hugged then he told me to get on the wall. I did as I thought I usually do but to him it wasn't enough. I didn't have my ass out far enough. I finally got into the right position and he told me I was going to get 30 and to count them. We got to about 15 when I moved and tried to kiss him and say I had had enough...he did not like this. He put me back on the wall and told me we were starting over. We started back at 1 and got to about 24 when I flinched right before he was about to strike me. I know better than to flinch he made me start over. So back at 1 we were. I counted them out till 28 he told me for 29 and 30 not to make a sound (I had been whimpering before) and I did as I was told. I didn't make a peep or flinch. Finally I thought, this is over. Nope. I turned around and he asked if I was okay and I replied yes jerk...wrong answer! He said we would start over then changed his mind and said to go back to 25. Back at 25...he did the last five very hard and told me if I flinched it would begin at 1. I finished without flinching or back talking. During my spankings he will ask me why I am being spanked...for whatever reason my responses come out sarcastic. Which earns me an extra very hard swat. I was being spanked for talking back, not following directions and telling him no. I like to playfully tell him no which he does not tolerate. I seem to be having a hard time remembering not to tell him no!! So finally the spanking ended. He allowed me to keep my pants on since it was our first time with the paddle. He however never gives me a warm up spanking. My butt is killing me! I wouldn't have it any other way. He then went to sit down to finish his work and I said were not going to have sex!? Which surprised him because I have been so shy every other time. He usually makes me beg for sex. He was so happy I finally spoke up. We ended by having amazing sex. He has such a big dick and I love it. The pain and pleasure from that is amazing. I have a lot of paddle spankings to look forward to at our next session for speeding. And I'm sure between now and then I will back talk and add more to that. I am nervous but I handled today well so I think I'll make it:) We also get a hotel room when we can. I have a feeling we may become more. We both want this lifestyle so bad! I hope it becomes more, I would love for it to be more real. I would love to come home from school and mouth off and him take me into the bedroom and bend me over his knee and pull my pants and panties down and really punish me. Sigh....a girl can dream!

This was the result of the paddle. He loves the after pictures I send him:)

The first time...we will call him Frank for privacy reasons...met we just talked. We talked about our lives and nothing about spanking or sex. We continued to text and the next meeting is when we began spanking. I'm not sure how we went about it. Usually he grabs my hands and pulls me up and makes me stand with my hands above my hear and my butt out when he spanks me. The first time he spanked me with his hand. He spanked me about 20 times. We kissed and then I was on my way. My feelings about this where so over whelming. I loved the feeling of finally being punished. The third time we met he spanked me but this time he asked how many I thought I deserved...I had no idea what to say. I said...five? He said so you want to be a smart ass and talk back do you? It'll be 20. So he spanked me 20 times and made me count each one. We also had sex for the first time after this session. The next times we met the number of spankings increased. I was no longer allowed to flinch. If I flinched he started over. If I didn't answer his question quickly and appropriately he added spanks and spanked harder. I have a bad habit of smarting off to him. Even when I am against the wall bare bottomed. I don't mean to back talk...it just happens. He does not like me back talking one bit. Eventually he started using his belt too. We have only used that twice. I love the feeling of being dominated and being held responsible for my bad behaviors. And he is just the man to correct me.

My interests in spanking

For as long as I can remember I have been interested in spanking. It turns me on greatly. The thought of being spanked has always made me horny. I had never been spanked and started to research spanking. I discovered the domestic discipline relationship. I became so intrigued with this I wasn't going to stop until I found someone to be in a D.D. relationship with me. My dreams fell short and I haven't found a 24/7 D.D. relationship. I have however found a nice guy to have spanking sessions with me. He is the only person who has ever spanked me and I enjoy our sessions a lot. We met on a spanking website and eventually met in real life and went from there. We meet twice a week when I am in his town for school. My next blogs will sum up what has happened so far and then from now on they will be a lot more detailed about each session.